Joikness

My name is Joycelyn. You can call me joik if you want. Currently: - i'm 18 - Single - Studying in a school with crappy people - Loves Franz Ferdinand you can contact me by emailing me! milo_chocolate@hotmail.com

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Thursday, April 07, 2005 ++

Something about life. People always ask what life's all about? Well for those reading, to me life is just a piece of crap. The only reason why i havent ended mine is because of just one person. I'll keep it a secret. For me, i cant find any passion for life anymore. Tried most of the things teenage girls at my age wont do. Dont ask what, just think.

Drank that beer, Watched that show... hmm i havent been to london. i havent had lunch with mr punk. i havent been awarded the craziest girl of the century. i havent own a property/object under my name. oh wells, maybe all these are another reasons why i'm still living... But one thing i really wish to do is to marry. yeah, marry to the man i lurve lurve lurve. Most girls dont really fantasize about marriages at this age, but me, i've planned everything i want for my wedding. How the wedding dinner be like. Where the wedding pictures be taken. Well, even the wedding dress i want to be in. I love weddings.

Then again, i'm a loner. The difference between lonely and alone is that lonely is a feeling while there's people still there for you. but alone is that there's no one there you can really relate to. Yeah, i'm alone in this world. who really knows my woes, who really feel my pain of lonliness. I have had many times i wanted to just end my life with over dosage of panadols or whatever stuff in my fridge, but nope... it didnt work. heh.. body rejected it. People say i look like a drug addict, maybe i am.

Why am i typing all these. Do you care? Who even bother to read this. Who actually put me in their "good friend" list. I dont think anyone gives a bloody damn about me. when i've visited london, drank tea with punkasses i'll end my life with a sweet ending in a black wedding gown.

Kick some raw asses you punk poseurs. ____ning 9:16 AM

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